I’ve been talking to my inner child, teaching her that she is enough and that her fabulous, creative, expressive self can now safety come out to play.
She is love!
She is magic!
She is enough!
Falling in love with myself as I am and in this body has taken a while.
Growing up, I never wanted kids or a family. Instead I had a vision of me being older, living happily alone in a big house, drinking wine (in a sexy white gown with red lipstick), animals all around, and foreign lovers and friends coming to visit as I pleased.
I’ll still be happy if this is where I end up, and honestly, I feel lucky to know I’ve already reached a place of complete acceptance and love in my life that allows me to feel secure in knowing no matter what happens- I’m good , because I know myself and am free of trying to control where my path takes me.
» No longer do I have to struggle so hard to be who I am not and try to please everyone around me.
» No more going against what feels good in my body because it will please someone else.
» No need to question my gut or intuition on anything since it has proven to be truth in every situation.
Now I just am..... practicing BE-ing, feeling, and experiencing what comes and choosing how to react to it.
Learning I can create, dream, and express beauty in every moment.
The little girl inside who once wasn’t able to run wild and free now gets to explore a world of wonder and infinite possibilities.
I can’t wait to see where she takes me. I know it will be beyond anything I could have imagined.
I love you.
Please forgive me little one.
Now, let’s go play!
Blessings and love, Amber